nitrous oxide & LSD

I'd love to be able to help, so Ask?    Tell Me Something    I’m never good at telling people about myself using succinct language. But i’ll give a go.
Name- Emily
I am Asian and am very proud of that. Why? Cause there are more occasion I can pay myself out .clapclap
I have the most loving family, friends. On various occasion more or less I believe they are my strength
I’m not as happy as people think of me
For example people don't know I have been on antidepressant since beginning of this year
They don't know I’m scared of food and I’m scared of myself
They don't know I get upset easily, like a light switch, on and off within seconds
They don't know I throw up food, constantly..
They don't know I never feel confident enough to say thank you in responding to compliment but actually mean it
They don't know I believe in true love

Whoever’s out there, I hope this could be a space that two parallel lines meet, and then we can carry maybe the extra bit of strength that we found on each other, continue living ,
Maybe ? maybe feeling more alive …

“Your soul is hunting me and telling me that everything is fine . But I wish I was dead ‘.

— 2 weeks ago
#entonoxgas . lana del rey 

Fuck you for even dare to make me promise ” i will call you when I needed someone next time”
Fuck you and feel sorry for yourself . You lost me.

— 3 weeks ago
#emily  #entonoxgas 

Can’t believe he didn’t come to my birthday and didn’t bother text
Ha
Ha

— 3 weeks ago

It funny how the three ppl you value a lot have contributed on the decision you made of picking up the broken glass and slide yourself open .

— 1 month ago

Never felt so down before in a long time , as pathetic as it already is , no one is here for me . Called my best friends, one not answer never called back , the other one responds with a happy dinner fb check in

— 1 month ago