Feel like a burdens gone , i can see thing more clear , it’s just a lot of fuck up is messing up with my subconsciousness .it’s them , as much as how they helped me . Pulled me out of whatever dark matter that I was in , I didn’t become a better person being with them after all . It’s all gone distorted . Would I reali value someone doesn’t appreciate my existence . Pull away from the dramatic gang. I deserve better.