I'd love to be able to help, so Ask? Tell Me Something
I’m never good at telling people about myself using succinct language. But i’ll give a go.
I am Asian and am very proud of that. Why? Cause there are more occasion I can pay myself out .clapclap
I have the most loving family, friends. On various occasion more or less I believe they are my strength
I’m not as happy as people think of me
For example people don't know I have been on antidepressant since beginning of this year
They don't know I’m scared of food and I’m scared of myself
They don't know I get upset easily, like a light switch, on and off within seconds
They don't know I throw up food, constantly..
They don't know I never feel confident enough to say thank you in responding to compliment but actually mean it
They don't know I believe in true love
Whoever’s out there, I hope this could be a space that two parallel lines meet, and then we can carry maybe the extra bit of strength that we found on each other, continue living ,
Maybe ? maybe feeling more alive …
Fuck you for even dare to make me promise ” i will call you when I needed someone next time”
Fuck you and feel sorry for yourself . You lost me.
This is what’s called keep coming
Feeling ill after the first night shift
Got 2 blown off head lights, 30 drive 6 in the morning
a woman in labour
Binge and purge
Got a temperature
Another 2 night shifts to do
The amount of SHIT on my plate cos of moving house